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__________________________________ _____ Lucy + Felix² head off for Amsterdam. - In this city they hope to find a new venue for their love, in which nothing but the story of their love will be told, exclusive of and abstracted from interferences from outside. But the setting starts playing a role of her own in which Lucy and Felix find out that they are not in control of the script of their visit...they just checked in at Hotel Paradise Lost -
Coming Soon - The Soundtrack³
[When They Spoke Your Name In Ordinary Places]
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Fragment Scene I Felix - Voice-Over:
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In order to fall asleep, I summon up remembrance of things past; I walk through the rooms of the houses where I have lived in, the corridors. I dig in my memory for details: paintings on walls, doorknobs, all kinds of gewgaws my mother used to collect, trinkets, baubles. With some, I am not sure whether they actually belong to my reality or if I am making them up. I might interchange memory with earlier dreams, or stories from others that I have incorporated into my own memento. The object leads to actions. It is being picked up or bought, thrown away, moved to other places. Then the actions lead to persons: a maid, my mother, old friends, people I never think of in daily life but who are brought to me from the deep undercurrent of my mind. - I know I must be the reason this is happening, that I am the one who is doing this, but I can't help being completely inarticulate when one of these persons steps out of the shades of my subconsciousness into my field of vision.
This method doesn't work. As soon as the person does whatever he does with the object that I was using as a stepping- stone, as a grip that would lead me over the climbing wall from the torture of being awake to the vast misty lands of sleep, I try to find the connection between object, action and person. And then I am lost. I know there is no connection other than irrationality.
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hjhjhjhThere are other methods. I have tried them..
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